Dazai Osamu (
cw_suicide) wrote in
quietmounds2018-02-26 05:28 pm
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WHAT whatever
WHERE TEKKADAN (that's bldg O for those using the map) and surrounding areas i guess
WHEN Day 103??? (idk what time is)
[so basically, all the relevant people have been working hard at this building a gundam base thing and also taking care of dogs...
except for this drunken asshole who has basically just been flopping on his boyfriend each night recently and is currently playing with his adorable black puppy who is so happy to chase ball!
by "play", I mean... he pretends. to throw the ball. and judges the dog a little for chasing after nothing but air.
he is not good at dogs at all.]
WHERE TEKKADAN (that's bldg O for those using the map) and surrounding areas i guess
WHEN Day 103??? (idk what time is)
[so basically, all the relevant people have been working hard at this building a gundam base thing and also taking care of dogs...
except for this drunken asshole who has basically just been flopping on his boyfriend each night recently and is currently playing with his adorable black puppy who is so happy to chase ball!
by "play", I mean... he pretends. to throw the ball. and judges the dog a little for chasing after nothing but air.
he is not good at dogs at all.]

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So you'd like me to do whatever I wish with you, and you would not tell me to stop?
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I’ve been wondering what it is you’ll do. Or if it will be as expected, or if you’ll surprise me. What do you count as an indulgence?
[ there’s the trickle of thought down the base of his skull, so cold it burns, absolute icy fear but the only way he’s ever found to corral that particular flavor was to invite it in ]
It’ll be a learning experience.
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[ he reaches up to undo the cuff around Dazai's wrist, but the movement is also just to
grab his bandaged fingers and squeeze ]
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[ always with the little girls, it’s weird — that he stopped thinking it as ‘that weird’ just a kind of normal kind of awful. Doesn’t everyone go after kids in some way or another.
He is going to respond maybe with a joke of his own (‘joke’) but then Mori grabs his fingers. And he goes white as a sheet, immediately there’s an attempt to pull his hand back, cradle it and hunch over it. ]
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[ as if he's testing that right now he doesn't let him pull his hand back. but he at least doesn't squeeze on his fingers anymore, just holding his wrist ]
So if I repeated that you wouldn't have an objection? Or would you say that's boring?
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[ his breath hitches, just once and he won't look at Mori but his voice is even ]
I won't tell you to stop. It's fine to do whatever you want, Mori-san.
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[ he slides his grip back up to those fingers, not squeezing yet, but the threat is there again ]
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I’m not unsure.
[ steady, this time, looks directly at Mori ]
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[ in that case
he squeezes again ]
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[ inhales sharply but he was braced for it so he doesn’t look away, even as his neutral expression strains to stay flat ]
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[ that's honestly preferable, since he won't be looking at Mori, and he one handedly helps with that motion, glad to break eye contact ]
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Hah.
[ he would say something else but it seems ill advised and shuts his mouth after a grunt of pain ]
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[ he pauses, hands going to his back ]
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[ stretches the fingers of his un-mangled hand a few times. ]
No, I didn't.
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[ he wants to ask if something's the matter but instead he just tries to relax his shoulders so the shove is easier on him ]
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[ wow thanks
there's a delay before he realizes exactly what's going on, and Dazai shifts his weight, trying to get his knees under him more so he has a little more breathing room without pushing back too much on Mori ]
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[ fuck that hurts, both his hands spasm which does nothing for the broken fingers and he bucks beneath Mori with a muffled gasp. he can feel the strain on his shoulderblades and elbows particularly, an internal friction on his joints that's more than a little unpleasant. it's harder to draw a full breath, and the struggle shows in the way his back muscles heave with his chest ]
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[ distinctly, he can taste the bed sheets and feel the wetness of the linen under his face as he tries to turn his head a little, just a little, to get an opportunity for fresh air. everything feels too warm, claustrophobic, the air is recycled. Dazai feels himself kick out in a kind of futile struggling motion, but the gesture is so distant for a moment he wonders if that's his own body ]
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The mind is willing but the body is not, hmm?
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