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quietmounds2018-03-05 10:40 am
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WHEN day 106
[ all around town there are little origami animals with sticky notes on them that say 'pick me up and learn about me'
— which, if you do pick them up then you'll gain one of those animal traits. Maybe fox ears, sparrow wings, so forth and so on. It'll only last for a few hours . . . but do be careful about picking up too many. Do you really want 17 pairs of ears on your head. . .? ]
WHERE anywhere
WHEN day 106
[ all around town there are little origami animals with sticky notes on them that say 'pick me up and learn about me'
— which, if you do pick them up then you'll gain one of those animal traits. Maybe fox ears, sparrow wings, so forth and so on. It'll only last for a few hours . . . but do be careful about picking up too many. Do you really want 17 pairs of ears on your head. . .? ]

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. . . then you can have me.
[ he says it slowly, he feels incredibly exposed and not just because he hasn't closed his legs one bit either. it's. . . almost. . . shy???? ]
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he leans back into the kiss, keeping it slow and soft]
Okay...
[his head is buzzing]
Okay. Mine, then.
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[ dazai is struck with the horrifying moment that he knows
he belongs to someone else, somewhere else, too
but he doesn't have to think about that, if he's with chuuya in this moment that doesn't matter and presses his lips to chuuya's again after 'mine' ]
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[ he wasn't expecting that, but it isn't bad, just makes him exhale a kind of huffed laugh, it's always funny in a way when they end up like this because Dazai feels like he has too many limbs, too much height, but he can wrap himself around Chuuya. ]
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[ it hurts but in an almost relieving way. Dazai twists under Chuuya’s hands, as if just to feel Chuuya’s fingernails tear even more through his skin. He rises up just a little, then resettles in Chuuya’s lap ]
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It's fine though, he reopens them, gripping hard enough to hurt as he lifts Dazai, pays absent attention to the shift in his weight to know when to bring him back down.]
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[ he’s thought about Chuuya’s strength a lot over the years. How Chuuya could rip him apart easily but also how he does enjoy this too — how it’s easy to actually believe ‘mine’ if Chuuya can handle him this way. And how annoying it is that Dazai can’t just do the same back. He’s given up on that idea as they got older.
His arms tighten around Chuuya just as Chuuya’s fingers dig in. ]
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[ mumbles Chuuya’s name, using his hold on him to rise and fall a little. When was the last time they had sex this way — it might be more recent than he remember. But he can’t remember feeling this raw before. Even at his worst. ]
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[ he said hard, but there’s something satisfying about this. Maybe because of the way that he bleeds — and it’s all that Chuuya has made him bleed — or that the slower pace, his own up and down — is actually enjoyable.
Dazai laughs, it’s kind of short and confused sounding but not a bad noise. ]
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[ stays, down, this time so he can linger in the kiss. He wants to tangle both his hands in Chuuya’s hair but he can’t so he doesn’t even try just leans closer until there’s no more space between them ]
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When he finally says something it feels like the stretch before forcing himself out of bed]
Okay...
[and then he lifts up and tilts forward, pushing Dazai back onto the bed without slipping out of him, deliberately grinding deep, one hand finds the scars on the inside of a thigh, presses down on them]
There's a rule. Tell me if you're about to come.
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— ha?
[ Dazai’s left leg bends, as if searching to anchor himself at the change in weight but as Chuuya grinds in his whole body curls just a little instead.
Ah. Those are at least half scars he made himself, he thinks idly, feeling the dulled pressure against old scar tissue. ]
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[Hm, Chuuya wants his hands more free if he is going to keep making Dazai bleed. He snags a pillow, folds it up under Dazai's lower back so his hips are off the bed without Chuuya needing to hold him so much. He experimentally swings his hips, still a slow fuck but already more powerful than when he was moving Dazai on top of him]
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... fine.
[ rules are a bit nerve wracking but honestly it’s probably?? Okay??? Besides they’re fucking now so, ]
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[Chuuya assures, stretches and leans forward to give Dazai a quick peck, and then pulls back again. this isn't a good position for staying close and fucking hard, so he focuses on the latter for now, one hand on Dazai's hip, the other on his stomach, digging into old scars as he begins to fuck him in earnest, a couple of lose warm up thrusts and then it's hard snaps of his hips at a gradually increasing pace]
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[ Dazai mutters something under his breath and grips at the sheer with one hand. The other settles near his side, not sure what to do with the busted hand honestly. He moves with Chuuya, but his gaze is in Chuuya’s face, as if trying to record what might be different about this time ]
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Its harder to leave precise cuts on him like this, it's slow work, sharp little movements of his fingers between thrusts just to reopen one scar]
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[ it hurts more when Chuuya reopens them than when he did them. There’s always something dull about the shallower cuts, and he stopped doing the really deep ones after too many accidents.
He might be more alive when they fuck.
Soon, his breath is coming faster and every thrust from Chuuya he can feel somewhere deep inside. Dazai drops his gaze from Chuuya’s face then more to hide his own expression than because he needs to look away ]
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Later he'll fix it, patching Dazai up is always part of the work but sometimes it's also part of the fun. He should maybe be worried about the excitement of thinking of these marks as his, it's not an entirely new thought but to have Dazai agree to it...
He watches Dazai look away and wants to pull him back but can't spare the hand, so instead he says Dazai's name, it almost sounds like a tease, probably because he's still smug and happy.]
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