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WHAT in person
WHERE Heavenly Grounds
WHEN 75!!

[So how do you feel about getting into the holiday spirit? Because with all that wine around from the Bingo victories someone's put a sign up outside Heavenly Grounds today advertising a ~holiday party~ There's festive decorations with mulled wine, hot toddies, spiked egg nog. You name it, it's there to get you plastered.

And I guess there's cookies and fruit cake and stuff too, but who needs food when there's drinking?]

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We weren't even talking about you! What the hell! [Whine] What do you want me to say...! This is why I don't fucking talk about this.

[ sits back (still on top of Thor), genuinely confused ]

Talk about what.

[still red faced and mortified and disarmed and disoriented. Just. Fuck. Whatever. Who cares. What does Loki even care. Grumbles]

I... I don't know. It doesn't matter if I'm a man or woman. Okay? I don't care. What are you upset about.

It—doesn’t matter? [ so confused ] But of course it mattered. You supported Sif, certainly, but never failed to point out how my methods were womanly. That I didn’t live up to being a prince of Asgard. Thor, you made me play the princess when even Sif was allowed to play a knight, and then laughed at me for it.

[ okay they were eight or so for that last examples but it pissed Loki off anyway. Tricking Thor by turning into a snake was letting him off lightly ]

Wh, what? That was, Odin's beard, we were eight. Also I maybe just wanted to kiss you. I, look, I said a lot of stupid shit.

Edited 2018-01-11 03:53 (UTC)

So it wasn’t— You really want—

[ and now he just sounds helplessly lost ]

I'm-- it's not... Loki?...

Apost-icon: 14

I don’t understand.

[Red...]

I know I put on airs. And was. Defensive. Because I know it's an insult, to be called a princess, and it made me angry but I used it anyway, against you too, and. It was just stupidity, Loki. I don't really care. Man or woman I am Thor. It... It isn't actually complicated, I just Made it that way I suppose.

Edited 2018-01-11 04:17 (UTC)

[ oops sorry about the post fail ;7; ]

You certainly never made it easier.

[ purses his lips, and then scowls, climbing off of Thor to properly reclaim his earlier postion where he could hide his face while on top of Thor ]

Fine. Yes, all right. Ask me when you’d like me to change you.

Loki you're obviously upset, and I feel like I'm missing something so just, please forget about it. It's, [laugh] just something I thought about since, I wanted to be a valkyrie, I didn't understand. It's stupid.

[he did used to be so fervent. He HAD declared at one point WOW, THEN I'LL BE A GIRL. And after he was scolded he shut up about it, and after he was teased he broke someone's nose and never mentioned it again.]

Edited 2018-01-11 04:26 (UTC)

I already said I would, so stop arguing with me about it.

O... Okay.

And the next time you call something important to either of us stupid, I will stab you.

Noo, I have such a good run since last stab...

... This is important to you.

[ oops maybe he shouldn’t have admitted that ]

...Perhaps.

Something you kept from me because I was an idiot.

...

Perhaps.

[he sighs deeply and then just goes quiet.]

[ very low, halting ]

I am...not always... it’s always been... Sometimes, I... At times, perhaps, I might... Rather than brother, I... Perhaps. Might be...sister?

... [!!]

[tries to move omg can he move. If he can move he is gonna grab his face to see it!!] Really???

[ yes he can move but also he’s v uncertain and uncomfortable and kind of freaking!! out!!!!! So looking off to the side jfc ]

I wouldn’t lie about something like this.

[no disgust or mocking on Thor's face, instead his eyes are full of wonder.]

The last ten minutes make so much more sense.

[ HE CANT TELL BECAUSE HE’S NOT LOOKING AT THOR;;;;;;; huffs, anyway ]

[cups both his cheeks!!] Hey, look at me. Loki.